Supernatural Season Six and West Collins

Hello!!

So, tomorrow is my hospital trip and once again my nerves are kicking in. I don't really know how to get my mind out of it but I'll be trying to calm myself down.

Today was a rather calm day. School was normal, the classes interesting (except some but it's not worth mentioning), my friends are still insane (I still love you, crazy people) and my family is just as freaky as I am (no ofense, guys XD). It was a rather good day. Of course, it didn't start so well at first. I almost lost the bus this morning, you seriously can't see how silly I looked running to catch it. My sister is drawing a Halloween drawing, if she lets me I'll post it on my Halloween post (My sister, Lena, is an amazing artist, she really is, and her drawings are breathtaking).

And yeah, peeps, I am watching Supernatural's season six and for the other fans out there? Is it me or is Sam hotter? XD Let me know what you think about that. I have to watch it on the internet because I'm in Portugal and here it still isn't out yet. It's okay though, I'm still watching it XD. I do miss Castiel though. He was my favorite character after Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles just keeps getting more beautiful each year) but I can be patient and wait for Misha Collins to come back.

And oh, for those who don't know yet, Misha Collins is the proud Daddy of a cute little boy named West Collins. He's the most adorable thing. He posted some pics on his Twitter, he's a daddy now, people. For all the Misha Minions like myself: Rejoice! XD

See ya tomorrow, guys. ;)

Spring Awakening and Jonathan Groff

Hi, peeps

Well, on a happier note from yesterday's post, I'm keeping things light today. I am going to talk to you today about this musical that I discovered many years ago that is simply mindblowing. I don't know if any of you out there has ever seen Spring Awakening? Well, I have and it's a phenomenon, people. It really is. Recently, their music has been the inspiration for many of my stories and the comfort for many of my problems. I can say that listening to the soundtrack of that musical calms me, just makes me dream and it brings me so much inspiration.

And the lead singer on the play, Jonathan Groff, has become my recent obsession. He's beautiful, talented and charming. But (hate to break it to you girls, if you don't know yet) he's very much gay. I actually don't mind XD One of my best friends is gay and he reminds me a lot of him, he really does. And the female lead singer in the musical, is Lea Michele. Yeah, if you don't know who she is than I recomend watching Glee. Lea plays Rachel Berry on the show and she's truly amazing and talented.

But yes, I recomend you people downloading the soundtrack from Spring Awakening. It's
very good =D.

See ya later, =)

Scared, Sick and Tired

Hi, guys.

So, I forgot to say something in my other post. Appearently, I'm sick. I don't know exactly what I have yet, I'm going to the doctors to do some tests this Wednesday and then we'll see but I'm seriously nervous right now. My whole family is.

The first problem is in my spine and my ribs. My back started aching a couple of months ago, almost a year now. I hurt myself in P.E. class which lead to a muscle in my back getting really swollen and my ribs starting to hurt. I went to the doctor back then and they told me that it was nothing serious, for my mom to rub some creme on my back and that I would get better. It didn't. The muscle is always swollen and my ribs started getting worse. I told my sister only, not wanting to worry my parents (yeah, I'm stupid like that XD) and we only told them when I started having problems breathing. It happens sometimes recently when I put myself in certain positions, sometimes it's just when I lean back on my chair too fast, I simply can't breathe and I panic. My sister freaked out when I started not being able to breathe and told my parents. This Wednesday, I'm going to go to the doctor to see what's going on with my back, they told me that it's, possibly, a deslocated vertebrea. Yeah, it hurts as bad as it sounds.

And the second problem is unknown as well. It started before the back pains. I started gaining weight really fast and no one could tell why, my apetite didn't change and I still ate the same, but somehow I started gaining weight. And a year after the weight gain, some red (almost purple) stretch marks began appearing in my stomach. We thought it was just normal stretch marks but in a recent trip to the doctor we discovered it might be something more serious. I'm doing blood tests this week also and I'm scared.

I'm scared, sick and tired. And school is just adding to the stress.

I just don't know what to do. Help.

Forgive me XD

Okay, so I haven't writen much for a couple of months now. Things have been crazy and everything but I'm back with my crazyness.

So, my vacations were awesome and I loved them but school has started a month and a week ago and things aren't all rainbows and flowers anymore. Summer's gone and I have to say I miss it. =(

I'm in a new school with a whole new bunch of people and I can say that I'm actually adjusting quite well. I'm in a class with my best friend (Sofia), we were lucky enough to get in the same class (Thank God XD) and she's awesome. I'll have to post some pics of her when I can. She's the opposite of me, maybe that's why we get along so great...I don't know.

I also have a couple of my friends in the same school. They're not in the same class but I'm always hanging out with them in my spare time. They're awesome and I love them. We're like this large family of crazy people: you got me, Sofia, Mónica, Manha (his name is Ruben but we call him Manha for personal reasons XD), Marco and Yulyia (she's from Ucrania). We're all insane in our little ways and we all love it. Freaks rock!

Things are sort of still shaky at home. My parents still argue and some stuff happened between my mom and I (we do not have the easiest relationship) but I'm hoping it will all work out in the end. Fingers crossed, guys.

I'm finally over my writer's block. It took me a while but I'm back to writing. And things are good.

I'll write more tomorrow. I'm planning on updating this more often now XD

See ya tomorrow, guys ;)

The Shelter

I'm not sure if it's already out in the States but here in Portugal this movie isn't even mentioned. A friend of mine sent me the link to the video on Youtube and I just know I need to see this movie, no matter what.

This is the summary I got from IMDb: "A female psychiatrist (Julianne Moore) is introduced to a patient (Jonathan Rhys Meyers from Tudors) that seems to demonstrate genuine multiple personalities, something she spends her career disproving. As she tries to explain each detail about him she unearths even more surprising details."

And it's from the producer of The Ring so you know it's gonna be good and creepy. Has anyone out there seen this movie? If you have, let me know if it's any good and worth the wait.

I'll post something later today. See ya then.

Videos and Favorite Couple

I'm sure some of you see Supernatural...you have to, people, and if you don't, I really recomend. I like to make videos too, it's a guilty pleasure of mine and I just got a really cool video editor so I made this video of one of my favorite couples ever. This is from one of my stories, it's a relationship study and it's just preview, I haven't finished it.



This is Scott and Eve. I can't give any of the story away but I sort of love them as a couple. This must be my favorite couple ever and this video is being a real pain in my ass. And using new video software isn't exactly easy sometimes. So, if it's crap it's not my fault! XD

I'll post something tomorrow. See ya then. :)

Screwed Up Parents and Stupid Writer's Block

Alright, so I have a new story and I already started writting it and everything. It's about angels and it's totally Supernatural's fault, I got the idea from Castiel (I love Castiel and I'm proud to say I'm a Misha Minion) and I'm actually loving it. The problem is: I'm having a writer's block!

It doesn't happen to me very often but when it does, it's a big one. My Dad says it's the heat but still...I need to write, people! So, I need advice. How do you get over writer's blocks? Help me out!

I might be posting a vlog this afternoon...I'm asking my sister for her camera and maybe she'll let me use it. Things in my house aren't exactly easy right now and everyone's a little tense. Do your parents ever had those fights that go on for weeks and make this tension in the air? I'm telling you, everywhere I go, there's just this heavy feeling in the air and I don't know how to shake it off. It still affects me a lot when they fight, it kinda bothers me to see them so angry with each other.

So, give me advice on how to cope with screwed up parents and stupid writer blocks.

See you later, guys. ;)

First Sort of Rant

Hi.

So, I'm new here in Blogger and I'm going to rant a lot. Be prepared!

I'm a writer which, according to my friends, means I'm overly emotional and get pissed off about everything...I sort of do but that's not the point XD

I like to rant a little bit about everything, really. TV shows I watch, movies I see in the cinema, my family (my very disfuncional family) and my school life. My life sucks. It's only the beginning of my Summer vacation and things are already looking bad on my side. My parents are fighting and me and my big sister, Lena, are trying to stay out of me, but it's not always easy and, just a warning, I will be ranting about my family a lot. They are always arguing and always at each other's throats. Family dinners with my uncles and aunts are like World War III or something. The only thing missing is food fights but I'm sure someday it will happen, I'm crossing my fingers. :)

I'll be using this blog to vent a lot of the time because it sort of feels good to just talk and get things out there. I keep a lot bottled in and I get sick alot because of that. Stress and me don't really mix and this Summer vacation, by the looks of it, isn't gonna be very relaxing.

Okay, then. I'm looking for fellow writers out there, I need someone who is like me (my friends are not big on writing and sometimes they get really bored of watching me do it so much so I need someone who understands...Please!) so if there are fellow writers out there, say something and let me know.

Bye. I'll post something tomorrow.