Scared, Sick and Tired

Hi, guys.

So, I forgot to say something in my other post. Appearently, I'm sick. I don't know exactly what I have yet, I'm going to the doctors to do some tests this Wednesday and then we'll see but I'm seriously nervous right now. My whole family is.

The first problem is in my spine and my ribs. My back started aching a couple of months ago, almost a year now. I hurt myself in P.E. class which lead to a muscle in my back getting really swollen and my ribs starting to hurt. I went to the doctor back then and they told me that it was nothing serious, for my mom to rub some creme on my back and that I would get better. It didn't. The muscle is always swollen and my ribs started getting worse. I told my sister only, not wanting to worry my parents (yeah, I'm stupid like that XD) and we only told them when I started having problems breathing. It happens sometimes recently when I put myself in certain positions, sometimes it's just when I lean back on my chair too fast, I simply can't breathe and I panic. My sister freaked out when I started not being able to breathe and told my parents. This Wednesday, I'm going to go to the doctor to see what's going on with my back, they told me that it's, possibly, a deslocated vertebrea. Yeah, it hurts as bad as it sounds.

And the second problem is unknown as well. It started before the back pains. I started gaining weight really fast and no one could tell why, my apetite didn't change and I still ate the same, but somehow I started gaining weight. And a year after the weight gain, some red (almost purple) stretch marks began appearing in my stomach. We thought it was just normal stretch marks but in a recent trip to the doctor we discovered it might be something more serious. I'm doing blood tests this week also and I'm scared.

I'm scared, sick and tired. And school is just adding to the stress.

I just don't know what to do. Help.